There is no reason, Remember?

We all seek reasons in everything we do, weigh the pros and cons and then take a judicious decision regarding the venture’s feasibility. Sounds too stereotypically business like, right? Well, that’s what I keep telling this stupid, idiot friend of mine that our friendship means to me more than anything that you can possibly imagine and there is absolutely no reason behind why we are friends or why the mention of your name brings an instant smile to my face 


A little wistfulness they say is good, for there should be at least something you should YEARN for…I yearn to know The Reason, the reason why this happened, the reason why it came to this! I miss smiling and laughing without any reason, I miss laughing with you and I fail to fathom a reason for this as well. I know, I know I am mad and can get really stupid. In fact, I was lately told that my nose and teeth need repositioning and the old school hairstyle of mine is…well forget it. Trust me That did not affect as much as THIS silence of yours does, and am sure you will still insist on knowing a reason!



And in Life’s noisiest hour,
There whispers still the ceaseless Care of Thee,
The heart’s Self-solace and soliloquy ♥ ♥



I still smile a lot, but laced with it is the inability to reach out to you. At times I am even tempted to think that maybe I made a lot of it, I was stupid enough to believe in Friends Forever, but knowing you as I have, I think my beliefs are well founded and it is just a matter of TIME (even as I write these words, I am not sure if I want you to read them, because my friendship should never be a compulsion for you…I’d be glad if it were a ‘way of life’ 


Please, Please Spare me and Don’t ask for a Reason…for there is none and there will never be one.


And I can think
Of nothing in life
That I could more wisely do,
Than know a friend,
And be a friend,
And love a friend...like you.